In our moments of vulnerability we reveal our true selves. The child within who is not afraid to express fear. The hurt that makes you want to curl up in that deep dark place. I am going to miss my mom. anticipation of that void creates a gaping chasm if i allow it to. 

I mother my child self in my mind. “I love you, it will be ok.” “You can let that go now” an amazing healer and friend said to me. Nurture, love, connect and tap into my innate ability to heal. Surround myself with family and friends. Immerse myself in my work that I love. Stay grounded through practice.  Remember to play and adventure.
Honoring the mother in us all, but especially Mom is this song: 
Thank you to all going through this process with me. Thank you to those who send their prayers and love.